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Week One

So this week I started my fitness challenge; which is a serious challenge for me. But I am determined to get myself together. So this challenge contains a few things. 90 day workout program, a 90 day health food program, and a 28 day detox. I also want to find a group of women who are in the same boat that I am. I would love to have a small support system-a group of people who truly understand what I am going through. I decided that I wanted to do this for a number of reasons. For starters, I weighed in today at 157.5 lb. That's right, ONE HUNDRED AND FIFTY SEVEN point FIVE POUNDS. I am sure for some people that doesn't seem like a big number. But for me it is. I just don't feel good. I don't feel healthy or sexy or strong. I am overwhelmed all the time, and have little to no energy and I know it has a lot to do with my weight. I try not to take photos of my whole body because its not good to look at. I feel like I am loosing a lot of my confidence. I don't feel

My Re-Introduction to the Blogging World

Hello Blog Readers,  So I will admit, I have not done this in a while. I haven't written a blog post since 2010. Even now I have found my old blog and yikes! The things we thought were cool at fifteen. *smh*  Now that I have shaken all those old thought out of my mind, I want to re-introduce myself. My name is Beth; I am 23. I am a hairdresser, and I love my job. I love making people feel beautiful. I am sure my need to help people feel like the best versions of themselves has a lot to do with my own unnatural need for self love, but that is a blog post for a different time. Anyway, I love my job. So if you enjoy reading about hair and beauty and fashion-keep this blog open. Because you will be reading a lot about it. I love the science behind it; I love formulating colors and watching exactly where the hair will land when I cut it. I love watching A + B = C. I love how much my career is not a job. I love that I wake up excited to go to work every day. However, it's not ju